This Is Us Flashback Video: Emotional Rebecca Calls Miguel

Jack Pearson’s (Milo Ventimiglia) untimely death on This Is Us was gut-wrenching, but it was especially difficult to watch his wife, Rebecca, struggle through the pain of losing her husband.

In this flashback video, an emotional Rebecca (Mandy Moore), who had been watching an old video of Jack, decides to call up her friend Miguel (Jon Huertas) after breaking down in their apartment.

“So the kids are at a party tonight and this apartment is horrible. I mean, I really can’t be here right now. I can’t be anywhere right now,” Rebecca says on the phone. Watch the clip above to see how the entire emotional moment unfolds.