Bachelor star Jamie Otis is really struggling following her recent miscarriage.
The Married At First Sight star told fans that she suffered her third miscarriage — and her second in four months — just last week.
Though she and her husband, Doug Hehner, are trying to stay positive, it’s been a tough couple of days.
Jamie got honest with fans on her Instagram story on Monday, January 14, and shared that it’s been hard for her to get out of bed.
“I’m getting out of bed today,” she wrote alongside a picture of herself under the covers.
“I’m going to shower and brush my teeth. #PositiveThinking.”
Then, just a few minutes later she added, “Still. Here. #InMyFeelings. It seems so easy. You roll out of bed. Turn the shower on. Step in. But why is it so hard.”
She also shared a post on Instagram where she explained why she’s hesitant to try for another baby.
“@doughehner & I have to wait a month before we can hop back on the trying-to-conceive bandwagon,” she shared.
“But honestly — at this point — I don’t even know when we are going to begin trying again. At first I was so hurt, but I’m almost mad now. Not mad, just frustrated I guess.”
She continued, “We’re going to wait the cycle and see how we feel when the time comes.”
She also sent a message of hope to other women who may be going through a similar situation.
“To all you mamas out there who have ever suffered a loss or are going through a loss right alongside me…please know you aren’t alone,” she said.
“We will get through this together. One in four never seems real until it happens to you. I’m here for you, my fellow angel baby mamas. No one should have to go through this alone.”
Our hearts are with you and your family, Jamie!
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