The soap and entertainment world was devastated when Kristoff St. John was found dead on Sunday, February 3. Now, Mia St. John has shared her ex-husband’s final words to her.
As fans of the actor know, St. John lost his son, Julian, to suicide in 2014. Mia believes that Kristoff died as the result of a broken heart.
She shared with Entertainment Tonight that St. John reached out to her on the day he passed away. She said he was depressed and had been drinking.
Mia reveals that Kristoff said he didn’t want to be here anymore and that he could see Julian. She told Entertainment Tonight that her ex-husband shared heartbreaking words with her.
According to Mia, St. John said, “Julian is gonna take me for a walk now,’ and I said, ‘No you aren’t going for a walk right now.'”
After St. John died, Mia discovered a text he sent her that reportedly read: “Understand, you’ve got to live in the present observe all the good things in your life and others around you. Julian would not want you to live your life with bitterness and upset, it eats away with you and drains your life slowly but surely. You must rise to the occasion and accept the beauty around you. I believe in you.”
Mia added that she is comforted by the fact that St. John and their son are together. “When he told me that Julian came to the door and I knew that my son came and took him home. And that was my only comfort.”