Jackson Avery (Jesse Williams) and April Kepner (Sarah Drew) have been through a lot on Grey’s Anatomy, but nothing was more devastating than when they lost their son, Samuel.
In this flashback video, Jackson waits for April to leave the hospital so he can see how she’s doing. Though April pretends to be fine, it’s clear she’s still struggling over the loss of her child.
“Why wouldn’t you be fragile? And why would I worry about that? It’s been almost two months and every day I wake up, and remember, and fight just to hold my crap together. So if it’s that hard for me, I’ve got to figure it’s way harder for you,” Jackson tells her. Watch the clip above to see April’s response!