We’ll never be able to forgive the Grey’s Anatomy creators for — spoiler alert? — killing off Derek Shepherd, but at least we have amazing moments to look back on to remember the good times.
In this flashback video from Season 11, Derek (Patrick Dempsey) tells Meredith (Ellen Pompeo) are enjoying a rare moment of relaxation in bed when he says that he wants to have more children with her.
“Remember ages ago when you and I got into a big fight and I told you, I said, ‘You’re like coming up for fresh air.’ When I was drowning you saved me. I still feel that way when I see you,” he says to his wife. Watch the clip above to see how the entire scene plays out!